SHARING OUR STORY


Last week we had our 
nursing home auxiliary meeting. 
I was asked to bring some devotional thoughts 
and share our personal situation. 
Then I thought that I should
use this also as a blogpost. 


In the last four months, the following words from Job of the Old Testament have often passed our lips. “Should we accept only good things from the hand of God and never anything bad?"

I could now take the time to tell you all the difficult details of Peter’s and my health situation, but I think that would be putting the focus on us rather than on the Lord.  That’s why I’m thankful for this opportunity to share a few thoughts with you about the Lord's work with us.

God’s timing in our move to the Millwoods Manor was amazing.  We had no idea that so soon after moving in, within a month actually, we would be applying for Home Care help. We are totally settled in and enjoy living here!

God’s faithfulness was evident every step of the way:
·     in providing the free moving truck from Dwight Streu - ReMax – I think over the years he sold for us all the homes we’ve owned!

·     in working things out so that Ken and Melissa loved taking some of our furniture for their family and we could buy some smaller items for our now smaller apartment

·     in giving us excellent moving weather and in providing Ken and Mel and friends to help with the physical move, as health challenges made it so we couldn’t physically help very much with lifting and carrying. They worked very hard into the night and even set up our bed for our first night's sleep! We had packed it all up though and then Angela and Evelyn helped to put our new furniture together in the new place! Each day we had new strength to make a place for everything and put it in its new place! In one week we were done!

God’s wisdom sent spiritual and physical refreshing in the midst of everything as we traveled up north to visit Tim and Evelyn and family in High Level for Thanksgiving – just before the move. What a blessed highlight for the family! --- During our visit I had to take Peter to Emergency up in High Level. The doctor who looked after him was a most caring, compassionate man. He called the specialist at the U of Alberta insisting that Peter’s appointment with the Urologist Consultant be bumped up immediately upon our return.

God’s love surrounded us with an unprecedented outpouring of prayer support for all we were going through – the list is too long of all who wrote and phoned to say they were keeping us in prayer and those who stopped to pray, right then and there when we talked, wrapping us in their loving concern. It continues to encourage and astound us! We’re not worthy of this love but God confirms it time and again. 

Having cancer is not just about us – but also about the work the Lord is doing in the lives of those who are nearest and dearest and loved by us!

God’s peace that truly passes our understanding is such an unexpected gift!
“Do not err, my beloved brethren. Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.” (James 1, 16-17). 

OK, in case you were wondering, we’re not jumping around for joy that cancer has invaded both our lives, but there is a quiet submission to the will of God, which will never take us where the grace of God cannot keep us. We have asked the Lord to be restored to good health and complete healing! We know that God is able. God is not surprised by any of this and He has promised to never leave us or forsake us as we go through this.

God’s promises to do us good and not harm us – are holding true.  Our time is and always has been in His Hands.  He is the same yesterday, today and in all eternity - that is the verse given to us at our wedding. Now almost 46 years later, He is still teaching us more and more to trust Him!

God’s mercy is evident every new day.  My second surgery at the beginning of January, revealed clear margins and no node involvement! I will, however, have to undergo five weeks of radiation treatment and possibly Tamoxifen for five years after that.  God’s mercy takes us through lessons of life we haven’t ever thought would happen. -- Peter was always a man of deep empathy and compassion, but he now knows what hot flashes menopausal women go through! We’ve had an amazing marriage and life together – but have been reminded that some who have cancer haven’t even had a chance at living much of a life!

Let me direct your thoughts once more to a verse of Scripture, “Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.” May this verse keep echoing in your spirit and cause you to give God the glory! Pray for us as the Lord brings us to mind.  And for those of you who know me very well, you know that  – hugs are always welcome! 



LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU ALL!

REMEMBRANCE SONG

ENJOY!!

EMOTIONS

Father, thank You for feelings!
I don’t ever want my feelings
To be deadened by the current drug of choice.

When I get anxious,
You allow me to feel the full brunt of my emotions.
When You have brought me through the crisis unscathed,
You have taught me valuable lessons;
If I don’t feel ~ I can’t learn about myself
The vanity of thinking that I should be in control;
The futility of trying to do things my way;
The lack of trusting
When I don’t cast all my anxiety on you.

When I am angry
And I am allowed to truly feel my anger,
I learn to acknowledge that I make myself sick
With the change in body chemistry that anger triggers.
You teach me that I have options,
I could explode in anger,
I could repress my anger,
Or I could simply confess it to you and
You will direct my actions to do what is right.

When I am sad and grieving,
It is a good thing to feel the pain of the loss
And even give way to tears.
Lord, You have sent the tears to cleanse my eyes,
To give me a different perspective.
I learn to see Your loving hand
In all of my life’s circumstances,
In all of my emotional responses to them.

When I feel joy and love
My heart is a bubbling fountain that splashes on everyone.
My spirit is excited and cannot be contained.
My body is energized by Your very presence.
My hands are lifted up in adoration
My mouth sings praises to You!
My eyes mirror the sunshine of Your love.
My words are a hope and gratitude infusion to others.
My smile reveals the delight in Your gift.

Thank You for allowing me to have strong emotions
And teaching me to express them in the right measure,
At the right time, in the right way.

Karin Ristau ©


GENTLE BREEZES BLOW

Just read this in an e-mail:

It's winter here in Canada
And the gentle breezes blow
Umpteen miles an hour,
at thirty-five below.
Oh, how I love this Canada
when the snow's up to your butt,
You take a breath of winter
and your nose gets frozen shut.
Yes, the weather here is wonderful
so I guess I'll hang around,
...I could never leave Canada, 
cuz I'm frozen to the ground!

Anonymous


Hi friends - it's supposed to be
-2C by Sunday!! 
Heat wave! 

UPDATE

Thanks to Ruth from Ruth's Photo Blog 
who allowed me to use this photo a long while ago.  
I've put it on my desktop because 
I'm looking forward to spring - full of HOPE!
I just LOVE when I see my first robin of the year!

Good news!  The surgery went well and the sentinel node was NEGATIVE! Early morning had to get the radioactive injection and imaging done.  Then went straight to the Day Ward for the surgery! "In layperson language, some cancers spread in a predictable fashion from where the cancer started. In these cases, if the cancer spreads it will spread first to lymph nodes (lymph glands) close to the tumor before it spreads to other parts of the body. The concept of sentinel lymph node surgery is to see if the cancer has spread to the very first lymph node (called the "sentinel lymph node"). If the sentinel lymph node does not contain cancer, then there is a high likelihood that the cancer has not spread to any other area of the body." (From Wikipedia)

The nurses at the Misericordia Hospital are just wonderful people! They took great care of me! My doctor is a fine and skilled surgeon and I'm thankful for everyone who was a part of the team! Our oldest daughter took the day off from work to drive me to the appointment, came back after I was out of the Recovery Room and when it was time drove me home. Our daughter-in-law took the 3 children in the meantime to check up on hubby at home. Such great family support!

By six in the evening I was home enjoying a cup of tea hubby made for me, with a piece of plain toast and half a banana!  Then by eight I took some pain pills and hit the hay! Except for the 'normal' P-breaks, I had a great sleep! I haven't even felt like having a nap today!

Now I have to rest and heal. I've made the appointment to see the doctor in two weeks and then he'll arrange for the five weeks of radiation therapy at our Cross Cancer Clinic.

MORE GOOD NEWS is that hubby is now on new Parkinson's Disease medication and has started hormone therapy and injections for his prostate cancer. After a few days of symptoms, he seems to be feeling better - isn't complaining of back pain as much and is able to sleep between 4-5 hours.

Praising the Lord for these gifts 
during what has been a challenging time of testing! 
THANK YOU all for your continued prayers, 
e-mails, fb messages and phone calls! 
You are all such a joy in my life!  
May the Lord reward your faithfulness to Him!

GIFTS OF FRIENDS

I thank you for friends, my Father!
Each person you have sent into my life
Has come with a different gift from you.
How generous You are!

A word of truth, aptly spoken,
Strengthened my faltering faith.

A compassionate smile
Infused my heart with hope of survival.

Quick wit and light-hearted perception
made my heart merry; a good medicine.

Wrapped in a warm bear hug,
I could actually feel Your presence and love.

Through their faithful, fervent prayer
You renewed my faith, hope, and love.

Shared struggles and confidences confirmed
our mutual love, respect and appreciation.

Confronted in love because of deep caring,
You transformed my life!

I am grateful for these unexpected gifts,
From the hearts and hands of people I love!
Eternal blessings from You!

Please bless them too, Father, abundantly
And keep them forever in your care.
May I in turn use every opportunity
to share with them what You have given me!

Karin Ristau



UPDATE:
Hubby is now on hormone therapy and quarterly injections
for the prostate cancer 
and new medicine for his Parkinson's.
He seems to be managing 
as best as can be expected. 
Thankful for every positive day!!
I'm heading for a repeat segmental
with Sentinel node biopsy tomorrow,
and after that five weeks of radiation therapy.

We are thankful to the Lord
for all you wonderful folks 
praying for us!


Love to you all!

CHOICES


Choose joy
and trust and gratitude
Choose faith
and hope; good attitude.
Choose grace
and gentleness today.
Choose light
to drive the gloom away.
Choose laughter
over sour face.
Choose love
that will all fears erase.
Choose now
relationships to mend.
Choose to forgive
and be a friend.
So keep on choosing
truth and right;
Choose justice
over power and might.
Choose lack of guile,
integrity.
Choose life in Christ
eternally.
So many choices
at your door!
Things can be
better than before!
Just you can choose
how you will be.
Let’s all choose
peace and unity.

Karin Ristau ©